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₪ Sorry I haven't been on in awhile guys, stuff in my life was really sucking, and it still half ass is, but I'm trying to get better.I have Halloween doodles, but now Halloween is gone and past.. I haven't been drawing a whole lot, I've been away from drawing and the computer for awhile, and when I did get online, it was just for MSN.
To the people I owe art....
I will get it done. I don't know when I'll have it up because lately I've been drawing pictures of how I feel and crap. They are all over the place.. so I highly doubt I'll put a bunch on dA.
Anyways, how is everyone? One month passed for me and my boyfriend on the third. And in two weeks, his band is going to this place for a 'Battle of the Bands', his band made it into the top six. The first place prize is $10 000! I hope they win!! c:
My trip is coming closer and closer, I can't wait. I think it'd be lots of fun, plus I get two days away from school, and everything at home! Hehe..

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This song pretty much sums up on how I feel. It's horrible, I've been breaking down. Getting angry, getting upset, wanting to cry out for help but I keep it all to myself. Luckily I had Breezy to help me out the other day, otherwise I don't know what I would of done. I guess I'm just loathing everything right now. Waking up to go to school, and at the end of the school day when I'm coming home. Things never change, everyone is stuck in the rut of life, but I plan to get out of this rut one day and change.

Ahhh, sorry for my rambling everyone! Just alittle venting I guess. Tell me how crappy my avatar is now. D: I attemped to make one, and I was hoping it'd turn out good, what do you guys think of it?₪